Genji spent life comforting his
easily disturbed feelings. Only memories of Murasaki
came to him. The spring, Murasaki’s
favorite season, came around again. "My cherry", Niou
said proudly, who was also her favorite boy. Looking at his pretty face, Genji
could not stop smiling. Niou was his
one companion.
Genji sometimes visited the Third
Princess, the Akashi lady,
and the lady of orange blossom,
which gave him a vicarious hint of Murasaki.
There still seemed to be one lady to whom he was not indifferent. That was Chujo,
who had worked for Murasaki.
It was about the time of the Kamo festival; when he came in she was having a
nap. Genji said, picking up a sprig of hollyhock, "It is so long since I
have had anything to do with it", to the lady, who made haste to put
herself in order.
The Tenth Month was always a
time of gloomy winter showers. Genji felt more lonesome than ever. Looking up
into the evening sky helplessly alone, he envied the wild geese overhead, which
were returning home. "O wizard flying off through boundless heaven, find
her whom I see not even in my dreams." The inconsolable days went by, and
his longing for Murasaki
increased.