Murasaki
had been in bad health for almost four years. She wanted to be a nun to prepare
herself for the next world. Although Genji himself wanted to be a priest, he
refused to listen to her wish, fearing separation from her. It was the tenth day
of the Third Month, when the cherries were in bloom. On her request, services
for the lotus sutra were performed. Looking out upon this magnificent scene
longingly, Murasaki
thought of how little time she had
left.
On one cool autumn evening, Murasaki
enjoyed a private talk with Genji and the Empress
Akashi. The following morning, she faded away. Distraught at her death,
Genji requested Yugiri to call
someone to administer vows. Yugiri
replied: "It is too late to do so. Changing her figure would make the
sorrow deeper." But he summoned several of the priests and asked them to do
whatever could still be done.